The Babygirl Phase

Now having educated myself about my heritage and history, and evaluated introspective insights, desires, and instincts, I've realized that "babygirl" is no longer appropriate to describe me. I am a Goddess.

My child-like admiration of attention and acceptance has been replaced with confidence in my grace and quiet elegance. I am confident, content, and pleased with the beauty and softness of my heart and the depth and complexity of my mind. I love my femininity. I am soft and sensitive, gentle and sweet. I have a warm healing energy that can bring light to the darkest rooms. I am light and I am love. That's what makes me, me. The sun lives in my heart and serves as a mirror of God's magnificence. My heart and soul are vulnerable to and fueled by the smallest blessings from the Most High and impermeable to evil. I am imperfect and still deal with insecurities, anxiety, stress and pain. But the resilience of my internal light in the midst of trauma and tribulation is a product of my faith in our Creator and the essence of my soul. That is part of what makes me powerful.

Growing Goddess

My wardrobe has also evolved, which is a strange transition to experience. I found it more and more difficult to find clothes that reflected the beauty I felt on the inside. Cropped graphic tees and baggy jeans were cute but that was no longer the feeling I was going for. I have always had a unique sense of style, but I've developed it into one that makes me feel soft, feminine, and ethereal. I also have no interest in feeding or fueling the sexual desires of a man that isn't mine. I feel the most confident and secure that way. I like for my energy to be my most attractive attribute and the biggest thing that influences how people interact with and understand me.

Style Evolution

Mindful Exposure

While I am strong and aware of my divinity and power, I am also soft, sensitive, empathetic, and thoughtful. Not only in the sense of considering others but in an introspective sense. I have an innate curiosity and concern toward life and the nuances and complexities that make up this experience. I wonder, and dream, and analyze and question... I imagine, and learn, and pray...

I am able to differentiate between the voice and desires of my flesh and the instinct that is my divinity. I understand the sources behind what I feel and what I know and am capable of investigative introspection to organize the mixture (and sometimes clash) between my humanity and my virtue.

I continue to work toward being guided by and acting on my divine instinct during battles of the flesh and times of perceived uncertainty. I continue to grow and learn each day.

Divine Humanity

With Love,
Earth Deity